"We used to take drugs like marijuana or amphetamines before going to the battlefront," she said. "They made us very brave to attack and kill our enemies. Our commander used to buy these drugs from across the border...eventually my system got used to them."
The vast fallout from Liberia's war includes a sector of the population damaged by and dependent on illicit drugs. And along with widespread drug use, production and trafficking hamper post-war recovery efforts. Ex-combatant Ophelia's story is common in Liberia, where drug use among youths, and particularly ex-combatants, is rising, according to Richelieu Taye, deputy director at Liberia's Drug Enforcement Agency (DEA).
"The bulk of people we arrest for drug abuse are ex-combatants," Taye told IRIN. "When these guys take drugs many of them also get involved in criminal activities. It is a huge challenge for us."
Most drug addicts live in and around the capital Monrovia, according to the DEA. The number of addicts is unknown and the DEA is creating a database to determine just how many people are affected, Taye said.
Zuo Taylor, executive director of the Monrovia-based NGO Youth Crime Watch, told IRIN the impact of drug use is severe. "Most of these people have serious trauma problems. Many of them do not have jobs.
Ophelia for one steals to buy her drugs. "I have been arrested by police on several occasions, but I managed to escape," she told IRIN. "I really want to stop, but it is difficult. Even as I speak to you, I want to take drugs now. But I don't have any money."
Some drug users have managed to stop with the help of local NGOs. Former drug user and ex-rebel fighter, Samuel Kollie, credited Youth Crime Watch with "transforming" his life. "I used to take drugs every day," he said. "I lost weight and used to get involved in unwholesome acts, but the NGO was able to counsel me and gradually I stopped."
The NGO helped Kollie enrol in a vocational institution where he is training to be a mechanic. "We use trauma counseling and lots of other methods to help [people] change their attitudes and live rightfully in society," said Youth Crime Watch's Taylor. "It is difficult and takes time, but we are trying our best."
Liberia's drug problem goes beyond just users. Farmers are tempted to grow cannabis rather than other crops because profits are higher and the drug can be trafficked relatively easily throughout the region, according to the DEA's Taye. "Local farmers in Bong and Nimba counties [100km and 150km from Monrovia] are constantly planting these drugs to trade regionally."
Liberia's Deputy Justice Minister Joseph Jalloh told IRIN at a drug conference in Cape Verde on 29 October that marijuana is now an increasingly popular cash crop. "Within three months, farmers see profits versus seven years for rubber, or three years with palm [ingredient for oil]."
The UN Police Commissioner in Liberia, Henrik Stiernblad, told IRIN: "We are on the alert and will not rest until we ensure that Liberia is drugs-free." He said coordination among police units is improving in some areas, with a number of arrests this year.
UNMIL mission chief Ellen Loj told IRIN: "The challenge of drug cultivation is something we have to address before it spreads in the region." The most recent UN World Drug Report says that of an estimated 42,000 metric tons of cannabis grown worldwide in 2006, just under a quarter was grown in Africa and West Africa has shown a significant jump in cannabis use.